Hi artists,

Had a crying jag tonight because I was trying to explain something about my artwork and he just threw up his hands like "why are you asking me?" although he didn't say that because he can't talk. All of a sudden it hit me how alone I am. I know in reality we are all alone, but for years we were a team, and now his illness has left me alone to be a caregiver.

What I was trying to explain to him is that I can no longer mat a piece of Canson paper and glue a seaweed design to it and feel finished. Venturing into watercolors, and especially textured acryllics has made me want more. I still want to use seaweed, but I want to combine it with paint.

Anyway, it's a whole new area for me and I am ready, so tomorrow I will start.

I have been told that tears are God's rain. That's nice, but I'm the one left with the red swollen eyes.

Good night sweet princesses and princes,

Lisabeth

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